Some doors open some close. Sometimes the timing is perfect. Maybe not and you have to choose to make the time for what you want. I have so many doors opening for me I must take a moment and organize my priorities. Because I really feel I have big some big opportunities ahead of me and I can either grab the bull by the horns. Or let my anxiety, depression, lack of motivation, lack of self worth hold me back.
It's sad when a possible door closes because of something stupid. The elderly man I work with got a letter in the mail saying since his wife died he no longer qualified for whatever discount and owes 4735 back pay and will have to pay 590 a month for my service! HE IS LEGALLY BLIND HE ONLY MAKES 1300 A MONTH. So....there will go my reliable income and I must push harder with the things that make me happy.
As I am in the very early stages of being a chicken seller and breeder. I get to market and make profit off someone else. And eventually breed and sell my own.
All while being a license real estate agent with potential leads I have to prepare for next week ei ei ei
Ontop of everything after getting over 2 weeks of bad experience with zoloft and 2 weeks of sprained ankle and staying in a particular weight range the scale finally budged! 3lbs away from 40lbs. And that actually sounds like a big number!
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